Saturday, June 14, 2008
u dun understand me at all!!! hais!!! i really got nth to say!!! i noe tat u will not trust me anymore!!! but then i didn't noe tat things will turn out 2 become so serious!!! u dun even noe how miserable i am!!! i really can't handle wad!!! then why muz u give me so much things 2 do!!! i feel so preesurize!!! if only 1 day i can leave tis world, I WILL DEFINITELY BE VERY HAPPY!!! hais!!! i really dun noe!!! haiya u everytime not at home, i really dun noe can!!! i dun wan 2 continue, i feel very useless can!!! can u stop giving me so many problems!!! i really dun understand so many things!!! but then u everytime blame me 4 all de things!!! wa lao!!! u really dun noe tat kind of feelings how i feel!!! it's so terrible man!!! whenever i think of all de things, i relly feel like crying out!!! why??? i really dun noe wad kind of life is tis man!!! then ytd someone tel me, maybe god is testing me!!! but then is really too much la!!! how can i handle so many problem!!! hello!!! pls la!!! i hate tis kind of life!!! i'm scare can!!! i juz dun noe how!!! too much means too much!!! i bet u sleep very well ytd!!! but then i can't even get 2 sleep properly!!! i really scare alot of things, somemore i got so many things 2 regret!!! i scare even if i die, i still can't do de things i like!!! i really regret alot of things in de past!!! but then now, i really dun wan to regret la!!! i jus dun noe!!! i really got alot of things which i haven even do yet!!! how i wish i can really go and do it!!! but then wif u around!!! i noe tat u will say no to everything!!! i really dun noe la!!! hais!!! i'm really unhappy!!! but then i'm grateful to god, cause god did give me alot of frenz!!! i think without them, i think i'm already dead!!! i'm really unhappy!!!
promise me tat u won't leave me!!!
2:48 AM
