Saturday, June 21, 2008
on de 18 my family & my cousin all went 2 malaysia then after sending them i went 2 my grandma house... then at my grandma house i haf 2 faster blog cuz later my uncle suddenly wake up then i will get scolded and i can't use com already... so i shall start blogging abt de past few days... had asthma ytd... another attack!!! juz wish i could juz stop breathing & die... hmm, i really dun noe why tis year i had so many attack... i dun noe if i should believe de doctor... he ask me dun drink too much cold water, rest more, dun get too agitated or too excited and dun keep crying... i also dun noe how he noe tat i cry??? does crying affect my asthma??? hais... i really dun noe... i'm juz so upset... i juz can't breath properly tis few days & i haf been coughing 4 almost a week already... i dun noe why??? i juz felt so miserable... i'm sick... pig la... i really hate it... i miss dear... i ask her dun contact me & so i won't contact her cuz i scare later if we contact we will fight!!! "compromise" hais... why muz tis happen, i dun noe why i juz keep think of our prob!!! i dun noe!!! i hope everything can be solve!!! it's late now... i dun noe why, i juz can't sleep... hais... almost everyday i sleep at around 5 or 6am... then i haf 2 wake up at 11 2 follow my grandma... i really dun noe why??? i'm like so tired... everyday is de same... hais... how???
promise me tat u won't leave me!!!
3:44 AM
