Friday, June 27, 2008
i waited & waited 4 u everyday... i'm so sick but still i keep think of u, hoping tat all de calls were from u??? hais... i didn't give up, i juz wait & wait but wad i can in de end??? dissapointed!!! i dun wan 2 eat my medicine, it juz make me wan to voimit!!! i miss u so much, why can't u understand??? if u wan, u could haf say sorry 2 me by urself!!! sometimes i juz wan to give up everything but when i think of it... i juz wan 2 go far far away, u noe??? i wish & i wish i were dead but now i noe i'm living... maybe i dun haf a good life but since i haf tolerate it for so many years... juz continue... but i think do i deserve 2 be in tis world??? i dun noe... i dun haf faith in myself??? i'm really stupid enough 2 make all tis!!! i'm sorry!!! sorry k... a bad person dun deserve 2 be love!!! UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS!!! dear blog, can u help me!!! i dun noe who 2 turn too??? i rather i fall sick 4ever... i juz hope u can recover... i dun noe why i keep think of u... i pray 4 u too & i do all i can 4 u but i still feel tat i didn't do enough things for u!!! i dun noe!!! i miss whoa, beela, sha, fiona, dewi... hais... thk whoa...
promise me tat u won't leave me!!!
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